You do not need to change for anyone else but yourself or get caught up with your fears, tears, mistakes, and anxieties. Life is always not how you imagined it. It is a complicated novel that mixes your emotions into knots while trying to unknot itself and wrap your head around your problems that you have experienced.
Remember to let go of the past. From all the break ups to traveling on your own, these experiences have shaped ourselves and had to define us to what we are for the present. There is no rewind, but there is the restart button.
Cut everyone in your life that have continued to hurt you or tell you that you won’t make it. At the end of the day, as long as you know that you’ll get to where you want to be, you will make things happen.When something goes wrong, and you feel like something is dragging you down or you feel like you are wasting your precious time on something that isn’t working, drop it. Do whatever it takes to make you happy. It’s not worth hurting yourself even more than you’re already are.
Empty your heart with all the negativity, and fill it with laughter and smiles. Life is too short to be wasting your time on something or someone who doesn’t stay with you. Those who stayed will always be cheering on the sidelines. You deserve love that doesn’t hurt, love that doesn’t drag you down, or love that isn’t a chore. It will hurt when you let go, but I will promise you things will be better. It may take a week or even years. When you find yourself, you’ll know that you will be different than who you were two years ago. You’ll be a better person than you were previously. Believe me, when I say I am trying, I’m trying to be my authentic self.
Trust me, when I say I am trying, I’m trying to be my authentic self. I am using every single strength that I have to be happy and forget that you said I love you. Forget that you were all this person has ever wanted and so much much more than they can imagine. All you can do now is be on a path to success, be yourself without being judged, be someone who can toss out the insecurities that you may previously have. Be the person you want to be. At the end of the day, as long has you are happy with yourself and live your authentic self, they will love you and understand. If not, drop it and move on.